Your history does explain your state, Strange. My sympathies for the tragedies you suffered. It is clear to me that your wife's influence on you surpasses even a dream. In a way it was this influence that brought you back, or in the very least your own memories of her nature and guidance.
When I spoke to her she tasked me with keeping you in line.
Re: private
When I spoke to her she tasked me with keeping you in line.